A friend of mine attended this week’s Vertical Vednesday and enjoyed it a good deal. He’d been wanting to to one for a while, but his schedule simply did not permit it. Later, we spoke online, and having seen the sheer scope of just the pet manga genre he said to me, “I absolutely cannot imagine keeping up with the manga scene any more.”

I responded, “What you realize eventually is that the “scene” was always that big. We just saw the pond for the ocean.” And every day, I feel like that more and more, whether it’s about the fandom or the works themselves.

When I was younger, I found the Anime Web Turnpike. Seeing all of those websites, I came up with a goal: even if I couldn’t see every anime and manga out there, I could at least know about every single one.

I’ll start with these.

And so I read as many fansites as I could, and in the end I “knew” I couldn’t have possibly covered everything, but that I must have at least learned about “most of them.”

Hahahahahahahaha.

Memorizing the statistics of every Pokemon gets more difficult every few years, but at least that’s an obtainable goal. Total knowledge of anime and manga is another realm entirely. Even Japan Thompson, one of the men in America closest to achieving that goal, restricted himself to manga released in English when he was researching for Manga: The Complete Guide.

I think about half of the sheer hubris of thinking that one can know even “most”  manga or anime comes from believing in the back of your mind that manga is a fairly “small” thing. Few would be brave enough to say that they know about every kind of tea there is, or every book written about World War II, but so many of us think that knowing every anime or manga is a realistic goal.

The other half comes from determination, so in a way I look forward to a lot more people making this mistake. It’s almost like otaku growing pains.