April was a hell of a month for VTuber fans. Between the departures from various major companies, a few surprise returns, and even a boatload of legitimate drama on the indie side, it felt like a nonstop rollercoaster. It has been (and perhaps will continue to be) such a frenzy of a time that I devoted more posts to the topic of VTubers than I usually would—a combination of things I had been wanting to write about, plus other things becoming more time-sensitive. Additionally, I want to write something encapsulating the tumult, because I think it deserves to be gathered together and contextualized.
The result is that many of the posts I had been working on that are more directly related to anime and manga have been pushed back. Hopefully, I can get some out for May.
Last month, I mentioned thinking about allowing tips directly through WordPress. I don’t really see Ogiue Maniax as my primary source of income, so I’m not desperate for more ways to make money, but it might be a way for readers to show support without having to use Patreon. I do technically have a ko-fi gathering dust as well, but maybe folks would prefer less hoops to jump through.
Hololive’s Gawr Gura, the world’s most subscribed VTuber, recently released one last project before her departure from her agency: a music video for an original song titled “Ash Again.” It’s a powerful work that Gura described as essentially baring a piece of her soul to the world.
Since then, I’ve found myself playing it over and over again. I dwell on its haunting tone and lyrics, to the extent that I even woke up one morning with its words in my head. “And they all say, tear it down, burn it down.” And as I’ve listened, I’ve also come to a conclusion: “Ash Again” is art in the truest sense.
I generally have a very lenient definition of “art,” and don’t need things to be deep or abstract or be worthy of a museum or even a refrigerator door; expression creates art. That said, I think VTuber music exists in a space where lots of elements mingle. There’s the influence from Japan’s idol culture. There’s the clear overlap with Vocaloid culture, including the fact that many VTubers (including Gura) often cover Vocaloid songs or have Vocaloid producers make new songs for them. There’s the fact that VTubing is a space where one person might perform as a way of emulating the glitz and glamour of a professional or as a present to their fans, while another person releases critical hits on a regular basis. Deeply personal and melancholy songs can come from a dedicated musician or even someone who is much less musically inclined.
It’s therefore not fair to judge all VTuber music by one standard, but it also means that a lot of VTuber music isn’t aiming to communicate complicated emotions like the ones found in “Ash Again.” The song conveys a pain so specific to Gura that, while likely relatable to many people on some level, could not have been made by anyone else.
For me, what is made crystal clear by this song is that Gura has often been in a dark place these past five years, and that she has both gained and lost a great deal. The opening lyrics talk about how she’s always being told that the memory of her is fading, and that she’s heard it all before. The music video shows her trapped in an enclosed, barren room as she struggles and lashes out while trying to create. It seems to say that there has been a crushing mixture of internal and external pressure on Gura, yet the fact that the outside forces are never explicitly identified makes me wonder what she has witnessed and experienced.
I’ve seen the negative comments towards Gura: the ones filled with venom from trolls who acted like her absences were grave sins against their very existence, the ones that accuse her of being lazy and ungrateful, and the ones that try to argue that her success was all a matter of lucky timing due to the COVID-19 pandemic. However, the line “Don’t tell me everyone around is waiting” might also imply that the fans who were trying to be supportive with the best of intentions inadvertently added to her anxiety. The words could even be interpreted as coming from hololive itself, as many talents from the company have said that there’s a lot more to working for them than just jumping in front of a screen and streaming. This ambiguity opens it up to a lot of readings, but it also gives this sense of an amorphous demon of the mind.
The music video features two versions of Gura fighting each other. One of them wears what I see as an Atlantean outfit, while the other is in her familiar and iconic hoodie. The former looks beaten down and fed up, while the latter is concerned but still possessing light in her eyes. I see the former as not just representative of her negative emotions, but also her past self before she became “Gawr Gura”—the person who was once blessed and cursed with a different form of success, and who she might return to being when she leaves hololive. I think the fear expressed by the hooded Gura is the notion that this figure we’ve all seen these past five years is fleeting and that her “true” and troubled self is what will remain.
But then, as she sinks deep into the ocean naked, the lyrics give a sense of a girl who’s slowly realizing that what she’s accomplished is as much a reflection of herself, and that her accolades are anything but empty. “No more hands upon my words, they only speak for me” seems to imply that she’s felt the need to keep quiet about some things until now. Then comes my favorite lines of the entire song: “For all the ones who try to silence thunder, I’m the wave that pulls you down and under.” It’s as if this is the moment that she realizes how strong she really is, and that she’s bigger than the voices trying to hold her back or drag her down.
This is followed by silhouettes of all her genmates in hololive English’s Myth supporting her and bringing her back to the surface, and crucially, this includes Gura helping Gura herself. When the hoodie Gura re-emerges from the sea, she’s able to overwhelm and defeat her other self, who is shown to be more frightened and tired than bitter and angry. In contrast to her violent rejection at the beginning of the video, Atlantean Gura then moves to embrace hololive Gura, and the two seemingly become one. Now solely in her Atlantean form, she makes her way to a door and opens it to leave. I interpret this as Gura finally accepting that who she’s been in hololive is as much her true self as anything that came before, and that she realized this with help from her friends in hololive.
It’s very possible that all of what I wrote is me projecting onto Gura what I want to see, and that it’s just another example of parasocial behavior. At the same time, it’s undeniable that what “Ash Again” conveys is not the same as the other final songs from graduated talents. While it does express sadness and gratitude, the primary feeling is not one of nostalgia, but one of fighting inner demons—or as Gura would put it, brain worms.
I ultimately was compelled to write about “Ash Again” for a couple of reasons, despite having just posted my tribute to Gura days earlier. First, the song simply struck a chord with me on a very deep and resonant level, and I didn’t want to leave these feelings undefined. Second, amidst all the negativity that can persist in a space like VTubing, I’ve been wanting to more concretely praise the people who have decided to challenge this vast frontier, and who have inspired me in their own ways. After seeing all these graduation, hiatuses, and even sometimes tragedies, I want the people behind these VTubers to know that they’re appreciated.
Enigmatic Recollection is an “alternate universe” project by the VTuber agency hololive that is hard to describe, but one thing that became clear is that it can be a powerful focal point for creativity.
Official art and music is released, fans are inspired to make works of their own, and even the talents involved get to flex their imaginations. In fact, Part 1 of ENReco was a real success in terms of popularity and attention, and a major component of this is the improvisational role-playing involved. What started out as a way to play off a premise of amnesiacs in an isekai setting became a chance to showcase how each participating VTuber approached this open-ended “assignment.”
Within that setting, everyone seemingly took on new personalities, but there were a couple specific instances in Part 1 that turned out to be otherwise. Two of the girls—namely Nanashi Mumei and Shiori Novella—never actually lost their memories.
I actually think this was really clever on the part of both girls because the decision to make this part of their ENReco “characters” work with their respective lore in hololive.
It should be noted that “canon” is a very nebulous concept with a medium like VTubing, even putting aside the kayfabe aspect of it. Not only does base lore sometimes not match what the talents themselves come up with, but the “returned memories” of ENReco are a variation of their own (like how Kiara created a burger shop instead of specializing in chicken). That said, a look at the official profiles of the aforementioned two is a good place to start.
First, Mumei:
“The Guardian of Civilization, a traveling owl who has borne witness to numerous events.
Even though glimpses of past memories—seen and forgotten throughout her endless journey—occasionally surface, she is now a lovely girl who relishes each and every day.”
Basically, Mumei is supposed to be the most extreme example of someone who forgets more than you will ever remember because she carries all the memories of civilization. Experiencing amnesia is just a common occurrence for Mumei, and it wouldn’t be surprising that she has some way to recall her true identity, no matter what is causing the memory loss in the first place. She had a built-in defense against whatever afflicted most of the other girls.
Next, Shiori:
“Driven by her thirst for knowledge, Shiori Novella is “The Archiver.” She turns her favorite stories and treasured memories into bookmarks and saves them.”
Moreover, Shiori’s 3D showcase was all about how she travels to different worlds (fictional and otherwise) to collect stories, and her holo no graffiti debut shows her extracting other people’s thoughts as bookmarks. This implies that she’s accustomed to the isekai process, and that she also has some means to safeguard her mind when traversing planes. And given Shiori’s love of fiction and the way she encourages it among her fans, I have very little doubt that she didn’t consider all this when deciding on her ENReco persona.
I don’t know what will carry through to the later parts of Enigmatic Recollection. However, amidst all the attention placed on other storylines, I wanted to draw attention to something I especially enjoyed from Mumei and Shiori. You can even see them both acting a little suspiciously throughout, as if they were merely feigning memory loss. Mumei would constantly change her name, for instance, and Shiori gave the impression that she was just “playing along” in some way.
The end result for each was a “revelation” that made me simply enjoy ENReco all the more. I don’t know what Part 2 will look like, but I’m eager to see what energy the girls and the fans alike bring. And while we won’t be seeing Mumei join in going forward as a result of her graduation, I can at least look fondly back at the memories she helped create.
PS: Just last week, Koseki Bijou had a special birthday stream that involved her fighting her fellow hololive members to free them from being mind controlled. Among them was Shiori, who immediately recognized Bijou and then pretended she didn’t. (Mumei was an ally and unaffected.) So at the very least, this immunity to memory manipulation is not a one-off thing for the leader of Advent.
Gawr Gura of hololive, the most subscribed VTuber in the world, has announced her graduation, set for May 1 Japan Time. As one of the biggest gateways to VTubing, her influence is almost impossible to overestimate. And while Gura’s infrequent streams made people wonder for years whether her departure was impending, to see it actually happen hits like a shockwave nevertheless.
Debuting in September 2020 during the height of the COVID-19 pandemic as part of Myth—hololive’s first English generation—Gura brought comfort and humor to many while shattering virtually every record under the sun. Whether it was her simple-yet-effective character design, her sense of humor, or her remarkably soulful singing, the shark girl from Atlantis helped propel hololive into an international success story.
Gura is often cited as a major inspiration for others to become VTubers themselves, but there really is no one like her. She has that undeniable “it” factor perhaps more than anyone else in this sphere, and while I don’t know if I can fully explain the magic, I do think there is at least one important factor that makes it all click: To this day, even as she’s improved in so many ways, Gura still feels like an amateur.
As creators and personalities gain fame and influence, they often change in ways that reflect their greater status. This is not necessarily a bad thing, nor is it inherently a sign of selling out or inauthenticity, and this transformation often shows up as a greater image of confidence and a more polished presentation. But whether deliberate or unintentional, Gura always comes across as the same goofy and nervous, yet charming and witty girl who’s still fumbling her way through. The way she banters with her chat, the rough edges and scuff that still show up on stream, and even her singing are as if she’s performing for a small audience in a humble little room. Gura somehow manages to work as both an effective source of background noise while you’re doing other things, and as a primary thing to focus on and get lost in her ramblings. It’s like she draws you into her world, but leaves it up to you how far you want to fall in.
I still remember the handful of times she’s actually responded to me in chat despite the sheer size of her audience and despite me often not being a paid member of her channel. I have to admit that it made me feel a little more special.
(I’m the Shrimp in that clip asking what’s the best thing she ate.)
During Gura’s graduation announcement, she mentioned how the thought of having so many eyes on her would often make her so nervous that she had trouble eating. And in one of her final streams with her friend and genmate Amelia Watson, Gura also revealed that she would ask Ame for advice, all while Gura was seen as the more successful of the two overall. I don’t know if that’s anxiety, humility, imposter syndrome, or simply an open mind and heart, but I can’t help but wonder if this is what gives Gura that “professional amateur” energy.
I’m going to end this by simply linking two of my favorite things she’s ever done. The first is her 2024 birthday concert, titled “Shark City.” She begins with a surprise cover of the first Legend of the Galactic Heroes opening, sings multiple City Pop and City Pop–inspired hits, and even collabs with the soon-to-be-graduating Murasaki Shion along with one of my favorites in La+ Darknesss.
The second is the final Myth song with all five members, “The Show Goes On.” I still think it’s their best full-gen number.
Thank you, Gura. You’ve literally changed lives, and I hope you find the peace and balance you need to thrive, no matter where you end up.
Kizuna AI, the Virtual Youtuber who coined the very term itself and was once known as the big boss of VTubers, made her return last month after a three-year hiatus. While she has announced that she won’t be doing things the same way this time around, one major change is that she’s using an entirely new model that makes her look more mature. She’s been likened to a mom, and even a former delinquent turned mom.
VTubers upgrading or even changing models isn’t all that rare. Some even drastically change appearances while under the same identity. But it feels different with Kizuna AI, and I think it’s because with her, it’s almost like a timeskip straight out of anime and manga.
Unlike most other VTuber makeovers, in which the switch happens almost instantly, AI was gone for three years. An actual significant amount of time has passed in the real world, and now she has the aura of someone who is at a different stage of her life. In a space where it’s still standard to portray more youthful characters regardless of the actual performers’ ages, having the figure most synonymous with VTubing break away from that trend (if ever so slightly) is a fairly big deal.
Perhaps allowing VTubers to reflect the growth of the performers has its own merits. As Houshou Marine once put it, “the age of 30 is in demand,” but maybe 30 is only the start.
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This past week, VTuber Nanashi Mumei of hololive English Promise announced that she will be graduating from hololive primarily due to throat-related health issues. I don’t know if I’m going to write anything about her in particular, but I do have a post partially about her that I had been saving up. Expect to see it in the coming days!
hololive 6th fes—the latest edition of the largest VTuber live concert in the world—happened earlier this month, from March 8th to the 9th. Watching it online, I came away feeling that this event was potentially a pivotal moment for hololive and its talents.
As an agency, hololive has come a very long way. What began as the off-shoot of a small tech start-up of around 10 employees named Cover corp has become a massive corporation of over 500, as well as the first name in VTubing. In other words, a lot has happened, and the performances seemed to reflect the various contrasts that come with this change: the simplicity and instability of the past versus the complexity and stability of the present, the advantages and disadvantages of playing it safe versus taking risks, and looking back to remember the good times but also to show how far they’ve come.
Performances with Extra Meaning
Related to this sense of history and where it might lead, the biggest story going into 6th fes happened only a few days earlier: Murasaki Shion of hololive Japan’s 2nd generation announced she would be graduating at the end of April, meaning this would be her last fes, and thus one last chance for the fans who gathered there live to show her their appreciation.
Thus, Shion’s performance became a major focal point for the whole event, where she performed her latest single: “Gomen ne Medicine.” The song’s lyrics talk about trying to create a medicine to heal, that she’s sorry if it ends up doing more harm in the process, and how she’s not able to properly convey her gratitude—a message that hits differently in hindsight. Moreover, she received one of the coveted spots in the concert venue’s new center stage contraption, putting her even more in the spotlight. The result was a highly emotional performance that was both a celebration of Shion’s 6.5 years at hololive and an acknowledgment that this was the beginning of the end.
Kazama Iroha’s participation was also a big deal. Afflicted with a psychological condition that prevented her from speaking, she managed to find her voice again sooner than her doctor had anticipated, and she’s been gradually streaming again. However, Iroha’s speech has become a bit halting and noticeably different from the boisterous and rapid-fire style she once had, so the question was how this might affect both her singing and potentially her MCing. But she managed to perform her original song “Mahou Shoujo Magical GOZARU” with little trouble, and while there was a few moments of hesitation in her talking, these were only minor hiccups
Iroha recently mentioned that her appearance at 6th fes almost didn’t happen. Now, she’s taking another hiatus in the hopes of fixing her speech and preventing her current way of speaking from becoming the standard.
The Center Stage
I need to talk about that center stage pod Shion (and others) used before proceeding further.
hololive fes has gotten increasingly huge over the years, and now the Makuhari Messe convention space appears to be at capacity for how many people can attend the concerts. There also weren’t differently priced tickets, so having a stage on just one end would be unfair to the people sitting all the way in the back. Last year, the solution they came up with was to have three different stages in different spots, so the “front” of the audience changed, depending on the performance.
This year, they went with two stages and a pod in the middle of the space. The two stages were similar to 5th fes’s, but the pod was so unusual that at first, I wasn’t sure what I was looking at. Essentially, it was a three-sided structure that rotated continuously, with a single performer displayed on the screens and additional walls blocking certain angles. I think the idea was that it gave a chance for everyone in the 360 degree space to get a decent view, but because the stream view could only ever see one screen, I couldn’t tell if the other two were showing the performer at different angles (for a kind of pseudo-3D hologram view), but I’ve seen others online say that was the case.
On the one hand, I was a little disappointed that this wasn’t a true 360-degree hologram like I thought it might be when hololive first shared the venue diagram. On the other hand, I appreciate that they tried to improve on 5th fes, even if their answer was a little ridiculous.
The ones who appeared on center stage in addition to Shion were Houshou Marine, Hoshimachi Suisei, Nekomata Okayu, Takane Lui, Sakura Miko, Tokino Sora, Ayunda Risu, Natsuiro Matsuri, and Moona Hoshinova (note that I may have missed some). There is no singular thing they all have in common, but many are pillars of the company, known for their excellent vocals, and/or have recent (or upcoming) solo concerts/album releases.
6th fes Debuts
This year, two generations made their first hololive fes appearances: English’s Advent and DEV_IS’s ReGLOSS. The two are kind of like sister groups, even covering each other’s music. And while neither group has a long history with hololive (around a year and a half for both), their group song choices already seem to reflect slightly different approaches.
Advent went with their debut number, “Rebellion.” However, compared to their initial recording and even their multiple previous performances for their 3D showcase and the live concert Breaking Dimensions, Advent has improved noticeably. Nerissa Ravencroft and (actual) twin sisters FuwaMoco were already strong singers, but Nerissa’s voice seemed more stable and FuwaMoco’s harmonies sound wonderful as ever. Shiori Novella continued to benefit from switching to a lower register where she has more control (as opposed to the higher notes of the original recording), and Koseki Bijou had more strength in her vocals. It’s the best “Rebellion” has ever sounded.
ReGLOSS, instead of picking their first song, went with their fourth: “Feelingradation.” To be fair, ReGLOSS just has more music they’ve done as a group compared to Advent (and even most generations in hololive, for that matter), but I still think it was a noticeable decision to not choose “Shunkan Heartbeat.” Much like Advent, however, their progress isn’t an illusion. Todoroki Hajime is still an impeccable dancer (easily top 2 or 3 in hololive) and Otonose Kanade is the heart of the group with her amazing singing, but Hiodoshi Ao, Ichijou Ririka, and Juufuutei Raden all took steps to improve their weaker areas for this performance. Listening to it, I’m reminded how much I love their music; it’s exactly up my alley.
Remember the Big Hits?
Compared to every previous year, I felt that 6th fes emphasized how long hololive has been around. It was like a combination of nostalgia trip, a desire to celebrate personal legacies, and an attempt to capitalize on major successes. For example, this year saw six medley performances—double what was at 5th fes.
In a concert event that is often about mixing things up, it’s also notable that three of the older and more beloved pairings were featured. Shirogane Noel and Shiranui Flare of JP’s 3rd gen (from 2019) once bought matching rings. Shishiro Botan and Yukihana Lamy of JP’s 5th gen were also a close duo when they first started in 2020. Nekomata Okayu and Inugami Korone have a friendship that actually predates hololive, and their song of choice was “If…” by Da Pump, calling back to one of their most viral karaoke moments from four years ago. As if to show off how much they’ve improved, the two performed the song straight instead of breaking into giggles, Okayu covering the singing parts with her buttery voice and Korone handling the rap portions while busting a move and literally doing cartwheels.
Additionally, this year’s fourth concert was called the Creators’ Stage, and it was promoted as a highlight of notable music makers who have worked with Hololive talents. But in light of previous years, which featured concerts promoting full collaborative albums with groups like deco*27 and Honeyworks, the Creators’ Stage felt more conservative. The most unusual thing was seeing what combination of girls sang together. Moreover, the Creators’ featured three songs from Houshou Marine, and while she is one of their most famous members, it felt like either 1) a case of last-minute substitutions or 2) the company really wanted to get the popular songs in. One song was even performed twice, namely Marine and Kobo Kanaeru’s “III” (which I’ve learned is pronounced “Ai-Ai-Ai” and not “Three”). While repeating songs had the advantage of allowing people to hear these songs without purchasing multiple tickets, I suspect this was not the main motivating factor.
I don’t think playing it safe or referencing the past is inherently bad. The medleys can exist because the individual talents have enough songs to make them possible at all. All of it was also still very entertaining, and some of these performances were among my favorites of the weekend. Nevertheless, it came across to me as at least partly an exercise in caution.
The Dancers Grow Ever Stronger
The number of skilled dancers increased and the established ones continued to improve, treating us to some astounding performances.
Hakos Baelz covered Ado’s “Show,” and displayed the intense energy and skill that her fans have come to know and love. While it didn’t have the striking movements of “GEKIRIN” at Breaking Dimensions or the daringness of the interpretive contemporary dance from 5th fes, something about the routine felt like it was specifically designed to accentuate her strongest attributes and to showcase improvements she made in the past year.
Later during an MC section, Bae revealed that she came up with her choreography for “Show” herself. In a post-event stream, she also mentioned that her zombie-like rise from the floor (a move she learned when she was five!) was something she tried to put into last year’s performance, but the technology they used couldn’t handle it. The girl literally pushed the limits of what was possible with Cover’s motion tracking and helped cause it to improve.
The rat wasn’t the only one to put on an amazing dance show. Todoroki Hajime’s smooth confidence showed why she and Bae are seen as the very best. I adore Takanashi Kiara’s “Mirage,” and the adaptations she made to dancing a solo version worked well. Vestia Zeta’s snappy hip and movements are etched into my memory. Aki Rosenthal was originally known as possibly the best dancer early on, looked the best she has in a long time.
Roads Less Traveled
Usually, La+ Darknesss is a part of that list of dancers, and she did make for a great idol dance trio with Matsuri and Momosuzu Nene. However, for her solo performance this year, the leader of holoX eschewed a complex choreography for a greater focus on singing. As a fan of hers, I find this noteworthy because La+’s voice has struggled some ever since illness forced her to change the way she speaks and even laughs. But here, singing “Tokyo Teddy Bear,” she sounded maybe the best she has outside of a studio recording in a while. And while she didn’t have a fully structured routine, she brought her characteristic energy and impeccable sense of poise when posing.
La+ wasn’t the only one to mess with expectations. Korone usually picks an older obscure song (like the opening to a 1990s horse-racing anime), but this time, she actually went with one of her originals (and threw in a one-handed cartwheel). Matsuri jokingly refers to herself as “the pure one (seiso tantou)” when she’s extremely upfront about her horniness, but her performance of her newest original, “Love Letter,” could easily convince listeners that she’s telling the truth about herself. Ouro Kronii—known for her mature, sardonic personality and her equally mature figure—was perhaps the last person anyone expected to sing “Loli Kami Requiem.”
Other performances saw talents go outside their comfort zones. Nanashi Mumei usually focuses mainly on singing but this time danced a fairly elaborate choreography. Kaela Kovalskia is one of the least “stage”-oriented members of hololive, but her cover of Digimon Adventure’s “Brave Heart” was a real crowd pleaser. In this way, there were definitely places where experimentation contrasted with the reliable approach of the concert as a whole.
“Familiar” Doesn’t Mean Bad
While not everyone was about taking on wild new challenges, that doesn’t mean the more expected ones were by any means bad or disappointing. In fact, a lot of these “expected” performances were among my favorites. IRyS sang “TwiLight,” which has become my favorite original song of hers, and gave me exactly what I was hoping for. Oozora Subaru hyped up the crowd through her contagious energy. Tokoyami’s deep voice is still a thrill to experience. Airani Iofifteen went for something cute and poppy, and while her two genmates are better known for their singing prowess, Iofi really played into her niche well. Gawr Gura is already known for having a soothing singing voice, but her cover of the sorrow-laden song “Dango Daikazoku” from Clannad left me with emotions welling up.
And then there’s Haachama, whose orthodoxy is being unorthodox. She came in with her new metal-influenced song titled “Who2” (a play on futsuu, or “normal”), and she expressed a chaotic fervor reminiscent of her duet with Kureiji Ollie from two years ago. If it weren’t for the impact of her surprise return at 5th fes, this would probably be my favorite showing by her yet.
The New Idol Uniforms
The last thing I want to talk about is the fact that almost all hololive members at 6th fes received a new outfi (the exception is ReGLOSS, who already have unique idol outfits). It was the first in two years, and unlike at 4th fes, there’s one general template across all regions instead of having specific designs for Japan, Indonesia, and English branches. I think the design both looks good and stands out as unique compared to all the previous idol outfits, and I particularly enjoy the little aspects that individual talents can customize. The only drawback is something that has applied to all the shared outfits: The bodies are often generalized and don’t necessarily capture the look and proportions of their original models. I hope hololive can make that accommodation someday.
Final Thoughts
hololive 6th fes felt like a victory lap that was also a cautious straddling between the old and the new. In last year’s review, I mentioned how the dramatic rise of hololive made the difference between the older fes events and the most recent ones very apparent. Six events in, we’re now firmly on the side of “grand and polished”—perhaps to such an extent that we can’t ignore its sheer weight as the biggest VTuber company in the world.
When it starts up the engine, hololive has more momentum than anyone else, but it can be hard to change course. At the same time, having a diverse talent pool each with their own strengths means that even if the company as a whole can’t be as nimble, they can still create in-roads to other possibilities. I am fairly optimistic that they can find a decent balance between the two while thinking about the long-term wellbeing of both the company and the people working in it.
Next year will be Justice and FLOW GLOW’s turns to take the big stage, and I’m excited to see how they shine. I get the sense that both groups are going to excel in 3D performances.
I’ve long wanted to draw Echo Lyne, the tiny robot conqueror from V&U. I really like her design, and her giggle is infectious. She’s graduating on Tuesday, March 25, so it was basically now or never!
In December last year, news came out that the Dutch VTuber Roca Rourin had a serious medical emergency and needed to be hospitalized. She was announced to be on indefinite hiatus due to the severity of her situation. But earlier this week, we got word from her for the first time since 2024: She only recently came back from the hospital after a successful surgery, but it’s a long and difficult road to recovery ahead for her.
I’m very happy to know that the worst hasn’t happened, and Roca has said that she’ll slowly be returning to creating content. In celebration, I just wanted to write a bit about why I really enjoy Roca as a VTuber.
While there are many solid singers among Virtual Youtubers, sometimes a voice stands out so much that you can’t help but take notice. They dazzle and amaze, and make you wonder if the sky’s the limit for them.
That’s Roca covering “The Pretender” by the Foo Fighters. In a space where so much of the singing and music is pop-focused (be it Japanese, Korean, or English), Roca stands out as a performer with a passion for other genres of music—while also still showing love for the more familiar fare. It’s hard not to be mesmerized by her voice no matter what she’s singing.
Naturally, Roca’s karaoke sessions are a highlight of her channel, and she’ll even challenge herself to sing in languages she doesn’t know too well. But she’s not just about being an excellent vocalist—she’s also very entertaining just shooting the breeze with her chat.
Maybe that’s why I’m also a big fan of her ASMR. She’s only ever done two in total, but she’s one of my absolute favorites in this area, even when compared to the people who dedicate themselves to it fully. She makes them fun and comfortable, and while they can be a bit flirtatious, they also feel relatively platonic. Sometimes, they’re just what I need after a stressful day, or if I just want to stop thinking about the state of the world for a bit. For that alone, I’ll probably be a fan forever.
I’m so glad to have Roca back, and I hope she doesn’t feel pressured to rush her recovery. Regardless of how things pan out, or how long things might take, Roca has been and is a wonderful artist and creator. She’s accomplished so much in the few years she’s been around, and whatever the future looks like, she’s a real rock star in my eyes.
Given recent news in the world, I’m reminded of the biggest geek fallacy of all: The belief that just because you’re good and knowledgeable about one intellectual area means you are or will inevitably be an expert at another. I think this assumption is often a kind of insufferable macho chauvinism that replaces muscles with brains. Failure to accept with humility that one cannot know it all or be accepted into every area—sometimes because one lacks the necessary culture or context—leads to some of the worst of what we see.
So please understand that it’s okay to be bad at something and that you might not ever be “good” at it. I know it can sting, but it’s also freeing in a way.
Thanks to my supporters on Patreon. In other news, it took basically 10+ years for me to realize I’ve been doing something wrong on the platform the entire time. Never too late to learn!!!
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