Enigmatic Recollection is an “alternate universe” project by the VTuber agency hololive that is hard to describe, but one thing that became clear is that it can be a powerful focal point for creativity.
Official art and music is released, fans are inspired to make works of their own, and even the talents involved get to flex their imaginations. In fact, Part 1 of ENReco was a real success in terms of popularity and attention, and a major component of this is the improvisational role-playing involved. What started out as a way to play off a premise of amnesiacs in an isekai setting became a chance to showcase how each participating VTuber approached this open-ended “assignment.”
Within that setting, everyone seemingly took on new personalities, but there were a couple specific instances in Part 1 that turned out to be otherwise. Two of the girls—namely Nanashi Mumei and Shiori Novella—never actually lost their memories.
I actually think this was really clever on the part of both girls because the decision to make this part of their ENReco “characters” work with their respective lore in hololive.
It should be noted that “canon” is a very nebulous concept with a medium like VTubing, even putting aside the kayfabe aspect of it. Not only does base lore sometimes not match what the talents themselves come up with, but the “returned memories” of ENReco are a variation of their own (like how Kiara created a burger shop instead of specializing in chicken). That said, a look at the official profiles of the aforementioned two is a good place to start.
First, Mumei:
“The Guardian of Civilization, a traveling owl who has borne witness to numerous events.
Even though glimpses of past memories—seen and forgotten throughout her endless journey—occasionally surface, she is now a lovely girl who relishes each and every day.”
Basically, Mumei is supposed to be the most extreme example of someone who forgets more than you will ever remember because she carries all the memories of civilization. Experiencing amnesia is just a common occurrence for Mumei, and it wouldn’t be surprising that she has some way to recall her true identity, no matter what is causing the memory loss in the first place. She had a built-in defense against whatever afflicted most of the other girls.
Next, Shiori:
“Driven by her thirst for knowledge, Shiori Novella is “The Archiver.” She turns her favorite stories and treasured memories into bookmarks and saves them.”
Moreover, Shiori’s 3D showcase was all about how she travels to different worlds (fictional and otherwise) to collect stories, and her holo no graffiti debut shows her extracting other people’s thoughts as bookmarks. This implies that she’s accustomed to the isekai process, and that she also has some means to safeguard her mind when traversing planes. And given Shiori’s love of fiction and the way she encourages it among her fans, I have very little doubt that she didn’t consider all this when deciding on her ENReco persona.
I don’t know what will carry through to the later parts of Enigmatic Recollection. However, amidst all the attention placed on other storylines, I wanted to draw attention to something I especially enjoyed from Mumei and Shiori. You can even see them both acting a little suspiciously throughout, as if they were merely feigning memory loss. Mumei would constantly change her name, for instance, and Shiori gave the impression that she was just “playing along” in some way.
The end result for each was a “revelation” that made me simply enjoy ENReco all the more. I don’t know what Part 2 will look like, but I’m eager to see what energy the girls and the fans alike bring. And while we won’t be seeing Mumei join in going forward as a result of her graduation, I can at least look fondly back at the memories she helped create.
PS: Just last week, Koseki Bijou had a special birthday stream that involved her fighting her fellow hololive members to free them from being mind controlled. Among them was Shiori, who immediately recognized Bijou and then pretended she didn’t. (Mumei was an ally and unaffected.) So at the very least, this immunity to memory manipulation is not a one-off thing for the leader of Advent.
Gawr Gura of hololive, the most subscribed VTuber in the world, has announced her graduation, set for May 1 Japan Time. As one of the biggest gateways to VTubing, her influence is almost impossible to overestimate. And while Gura’s infrequent streams made people wonder for years whether her departure was impending, to see it actually happen hits like a shockwave nevertheless.
Debuting in September 2020 during the height of the COVID-19 pandemic as part of Myth—hololive’s first English generation—Gura brought comfort and humor to many while shattering virtually every record under the sun. Whether it was her simple-yet-effective character design, her sense of humor, or her remarkably soulful singing, the shark girl from Atlantis helped propel hololive into an international success story.
Gura is often cited as a major inspiration for others to become VTubers themselves, but there really is no one like her. She has that undeniable “it” factor perhaps more than anyone else in this sphere, and while I don’t know if I can fully explain the magic, I do think there is at least one important factor that makes it all click: To this day, even as she’s improved in so many ways, Gura still feels like an amateur.
As creators and personalities gain fame and influence, they often change in ways that reflect their greater status. This is not necessarily a bad thing, nor is it inherently a sign of selling out or inauthenticity, and this transformation often shows up as a greater image of confidence and a more polished presentation. But whether deliberate or unintentional, Gura always comes across as the same goofy and nervous, yet charming and witty girl who’s still fumbling her way through. The way she banters with her chat, the rough edges and scuff that still show up on stream, and even her singing are as if she’s performing for a small audience in a humble little room. Gura somehow manages to work as both an effective source of background noise while you’re doing other things, and as a primary thing to focus on and get lost in her ramblings. It’s like she draws you into her world, but leaves it up to you how far you want to fall in.
I still remember the handful of times she’s actually responded to me in chat despite the sheer size of her audience and despite me often not being a paid member of her channel. I have to admit that it made me feel a little more special.
(I’m the Shrimp in that clip asking what’s the best thing she ate.)
During Gura’s graduation announcement, she mentioned how the thought of having so many eyes on her would often make her so nervous that she had trouble eating. And in one of her final streams with her friend and genmate Amelia Watson, Gura also revealed that she would ask Ame for advice, all while Gura was seen as the more successful of the two overall. I don’t know if that’s anxiety, humility, imposter syndrome, or simply an open mind and heart, but I can’t help but wonder if this is what gives Gura that “professional amateur” energy.
I’m going to end this by simply linking two of my favorite things she’s ever done. The first is her 2024 birthday concert, titled “Shark City.” She begins with a surprise cover of the first Legend of the Galactic Heroes opening, sings multiple City Pop and City Pop–inspired hits, and even collabs with the soon-to-be-graduating Murasaki Shion along with one of my favorites in La+ Darknesss.
The second is the final Myth song with all five members, “The Show Goes On.” I still think it’s their best full-gen number.
Thank you, Gura. You’ve literally changed lives, and I hope you find the peace and balance you need to thrive, no matter where you end up.
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This past week, VTuber Nanashi Mumei of hololive English Promise announced that she will be graduating from hololive primarily due to throat-related health issues. I don’t know if I’m going to write anything about her in particular, but I do have a post partially about her that I had been saving up. Expect to see it in the coming days!
hololive 6th fes—the latest edition of the largest VTuber live concert in the world—happened earlier this month, from March 8th to the 9th. Watching it online, I came away feeling that this event was potentially a pivotal moment for hololive and its talents.
As an agency, hololive has come a very long way. What began as the off-shoot of a small tech start-up of around 10 employees named Cover corp has become a massive corporation of over 500, as well as the first name in VTubing. In other words, a lot has happened, and the performances seemed to reflect the various contrasts that come with this change: the simplicity and instability of the past versus the complexity and stability of the present, the advantages and disadvantages of playing it safe versus taking risks, and looking back to remember the good times but also to show how far they’ve come.
Performances with Extra Meaning
Related to this sense of history and where it might lead, the biggest story going into 6th fes happened only a few days earlier: Murasaki Shion of hololive Japan’s 2nd generation announced she would be graduating at the end of April, meaning this would be her last fes, and thus one last chance for the fans who gathered there live to show her their appreciation.
Thus, Shion’s performance became a major focal point for the whole event, where she performed her latest single: “Gomen ne Medicine.” The song’s lyrics talk about trying to create a medicine to heal, that she’s sorry if it ends up doing more harm in the process, and how she’s not able to properly convey her gratitude—a message that hits differently in hindsight. Moreover, she received one of the coveted spots in the concert venue’s new center stage contraption, putting her even more in the spotlight. The result was a highly emotional performance that was both a celebration of Shion’s 6.5 years at hololive and an acknowledgment that this was the beginning of the end.
Kazama Iroha’s participation was also a big deal. Afflicted with a psychological condition that prevented her from speaking, she managed to find her voice again sooner than her doctor had anticipated, and she’s been gradually streaming again. However, Iroha’s speech has become a bit halting and noticeably different from the boisterous and rapid-fire style she once had, so the question was how this might affect both her singing and potentially her MCing. But she managed to perform her original song “Mahou Shoujo Magical GOZARU” with little trouble, and while there was a few moments of hesitation in her talking, these were only minor hiccups
Iroha recently mentioned that her appearance at 6th fes almost didn’t happen. Now, she’s taking another hiatus in the hopes of fixing her speech and preventing her current way of speaking from becoming the standard.
The Center Stage
I need to talk about that center stage pod Shion (and others) used before proceeding further.
hololive fes has gotten increasingly huge over the years, and now the Makuhari Messe convention space appears to be at capacity for how many people can attend the concerts. There also weren’t differently priced tickets, so having a stage on just one end would be unfair to the people sitting all the way in the back. Last year, the solution they came up with was to have three different stages in different spots, so the “front” of the audience changed, depending on the performance.
This year, they went with two stages and a pod in the middle of the space. The two stages were similar to 5th fes’s, but the pod was so unusual that at first, I wasn’t sure what I was looking at. Essentially, it was a three-sided structure that rotated continuously, with a single performer displayed on the screens and additional walls blocking certain angles. I think the idea was that it gave a chance for everyone in the 360 degree space to get a decent view, but because the stream view could only ever see one screen, I couldn’t tell if the other two were showing the performer at different angles (for a kind of pseudo-3D hologram view), but I’ve seen others online say that was the case.
On the one hand, I was a little disappointed that this wasn’t a true 360-degree hologram like I thought it might be when hololive first shared the venue diagram. On the other hand, I appreciate that they tried to improve on 5th fes, even if their answer was a little ridiculous.
The ones who appeared on center stage in addition to Shion were Houshou Marine, Hoshimachi Suisei, Nekomata Okayu, Takane Lui, Sakura Miko, Tokino Sora, Ayunda Risu, Natsuiro Matsuri, and Moona Hoshinova (note that I may have missed some). There is no singular thing they all have in common, but many are pillars of the company, known for their excellent vocals, and/or have recent (or upcoming) solo concerts/album releases.
6th fes Debuts
This year, two generations made their first hololive fes appearances: English’s Advent and DEV_IS’s ReGLOSS. The two are kind of like sister groups, even covering each other’s music. And while neither group has a long history with hololive (around a year and a half for both), their group song choices already seem to reflect slightly different approaches.
Advent went with their debut number, “Rebellion.” However, compared to their initial recording and even their multiple previous performances for their 3D showcase and the live concert Breaking Dimensions, Advent has improved noticeably. Nerissa Ravencroft and (actual) twin sisters FuwaMoco were already strong singers, but Nerissa’s voice seemed more stable and FuwaMoco’s harmonies sound wonderful as ever. Shiori Novella continued to benefit from switching to a lower register where she has more control (as opposed to the higher notes of the original recording), and Koseki Bijou had more strength in her vocals. It’s the best “Rebellion” has ever sounded.
ReGLOSS, instead of picking their first song, went with their fourth: “Feelingradation.” To be fair, ReGLOSS just has more music they’ve done as a group compared to Advent (and even most generations in hololive, for that matter), but I still think it was a noticeable decision to not choose “Shunkan Heartbeat.” Much like Advent, however, their progress isn’t an illusion. Todoroki Hajime is still an impeccable dancer (easily top 2 or 3 in hololive) and Otonose Kanade is the heart of the group with her amazing singing, but Hiodoshi Ao, Ichijou Ririka, and Juufuutei Raden all took steps to improve their weaker areas for this performance. Listening to it, I’m reminded how much I love their music; it’s exactly up my alley.
Remember the Big Hits?
Compared to every previous year, I felt that 6th fes emphasized how long hololive has been around. It was like a combination of nostalgia trip, a desire to celebrate personal legacies, and an attempt to capitalize on major successes. For example, this year saw six medley performances—double what was at 5th fes.
In a concert event that is often about mixing things up, it’s also notable that three of the older and more beloved pairings were featured. Shirogane Noel and Shiranui Flare of JP’s 3rd gen (from 2019) once bought matching rings. Shishiro Botan and Yukihana Lamy of JP’s 5th gen were also a close duo when they first started in 2020. Nekomata Okayu and Inugami Korone have a friendship that actually predates hololive, and their song of choice was “If…” by Da Pump, calling back to one of their most viral karaoke moments from four years ago. As if to show off how much they’ve improved, the two performed the song straight instead of breaking into giggles, Okayu covering the singing parts with her buttery voice and Korone handling the rap portions while busting a move and literally doing cartwheels.
Additionally, this year’s fourth concert was called the Creators’ Stage, and it was promoted as a highlight of notable music makers who have worked with Hololive talents. But in light of previous years, which featured concerts promoting full collaborative albums with groups like deco*27 and Honeyworks, the Creators’ Stage felt more conservative. The most unusual thing was seeing what combination of girls sang together. Moreover, the Creators’ featured three songs from Houshou Marine, and while she is one of their most famous members, it felt like either 1) a case of last-minute substitutions or 2) the company really wanted to get the popular songs in. One song was even performed twice, namely Marine and Kobo Kanaeru’s “III” (which I’ve learned is pronounced “Ai-Ai-Ai” and not “Three”). While repeating songs had the advantage of allowing people to hear these songs without purchasing multiple tickets, I suspect this was not the main motivating factor.
I don’t think playing it safe or referencing the past is inherently bad. The medleys can exist because the individual talents have enough songs to make them possible at all. All of it was also still very entertaining, and some of these performances were among my favorites of the weekend. Nevertheless, it came across to me as at least partly an exercise in caution.
The Dancers Grow Ever Stronger
The number of skilled dancers increased and the established ones continued to improve, treating us to some astounding performances.
Hakos Baelz covered Ado’s “Show,” and displayed the intense energy and skill that her fans have come to know and love. While it didn’t have the striking movements of “GEKIRIN” at Breaking Dimensions or the daringness of the interpretive contemporary dance from 5th fes, something about the routine felt like it was specifically designed to accentuate her strongest attributes and to showcase improvements she made in the past year.
Later during an MC section, Bae revealed that she came up with her choreography for “Show” herself. In a post-event stream, she also mentioned that her zombie-like rise from the floor (a move she learned when she was five!) was something she tried to put into last year’s performance, but the technology they used couldn’t handle it. The girl literally pushed the limits of what was possible with Cover’s motion tracking and helped cause it to improve.
The rat wasn’t the only one to put on an amazing dance show. Todoroki Hajime’s smooth confidence showed why she and Bae are seen as the very best. I adore Takanashi Kiara’s “Mirage,” and the adaptations she made to dancing a solo version worked well. Vestia Zeta’s snappy hip and movements are etched into my memory. Aki Rosenthal was originally known as possibly the best dancer early on, looked the best she has in a long time.
Roads Less Traveled
Usually, La+ Darknesss is a part of that list of dancers, and she did make for a great idol dance trio with Matsuri and Momosuzu Nene. However, for her solo performance this year, the leader of holoX eschewed a complex choreography for a greater focus on singing. As a fan of hers, I find this noteworthy because La+’s voice has struggled some ever since illness forced her to change the way she speaks and even laughs. But here, singing “Tokyo Teddy Bear,” she sounded maybe the best she has outside of a studio recording in a while. And while she didn’t have a fully structured routine, she brought her characteristic energy and impeccable sense of poise when posing.
La+ wasn’t the only one to mess with expectations. Korone usually picks an older obscure song (like the opening to a 1990s horse-racing anime), but this time, she actually went with one of her originals (and threw in a one-handed cartwheel). Matsuri jokingly refers to herself as “the pure one (seiso tantou)” when she’s extremely upfront about her horniness, but her performance of her newest original, “Love Letter,” could easily convince listeners that she’s telling the truth about herself. Ouro Kronii—known for her mature, sardonic personality and her equally mature figure—was perhaps the last person anyone expected to sing “Loli Kami Requiem.”
Other performances saw talents go outside their comfort zones. Nanashi Mumei usually focuses mainly on singing but this time danced a fairly elaborate choreography. Kaela Kovalskia is one of the least “stage”-oriented members of hololive, but her cover of Digimon Adventure’s “Brave Heart” was a real crowd pleaser. In this way, there were definitely places where experimentation contrasted with the reliable approach of the concert as a whole.
“Familiar” Doesn’t Mean Bad
While not everyone was about taking on wild new challenges, that doesn’t mean the more expected ones were by any means bad or disappointing. In fact, a lot of these “expected” performances were among my favorites. IRyS sang “TwiLight,” which has become my favorite original song of hers, and gave me exactly what I was hoping for. Oozora Subaru hyped up the crowd through her contagious energy. Tokoyami’s deep voice is still a thrill to experience. Airani Iofifteen went for something cute and poppy, and while her two genmates are better known for their singing prowess, Iofi really played into her niche well. Gawr Gura is already known for having a soothing singing voice, but her cover of the sorrow-laden song “Dango Daikazoku” from Clannad left me with emotions welling up.
And then there’s Haachama, whose orthodoxy is being unorthodox. She came in with her new metal-influenced song titled “Who2” (a play on futsuu, or “normal”), and she expressed a chaotic fervor reminiscent of her duet with Kureiji Ollie from two years ago. If it weren’t for the impact of her surprise return at 5th fes, this would probably be my favorite showing by her yet.
The New Idol Uniforms
The last thing I want to talk about is the fact that almost all hololive members at 6th fes received a new outfi (the exception is ReGLOSS, who already have unique idol outfits). It was the first in two years, and unlike at 4th fes, there’s one general template across all regions instead of having specific designs for Japan, Indonesia, and English branches. I think the design both looks good and stands out as unique compared to all the previous idol outfits, and I particularly enjoy the little aspects that individual talents can customize. The only drawback is something that has applied to all the shared outfits: The bodies are often generalized and don’t necessarily capture the look and proportions of their original models. I hope hololive can make that accommodation someday.
Final Thoughts
hololive 6th fes felt like a victory lap that was also a cautious straddling between the old and the new. In last year’s review, I mentioned how the dramatic rise of hololive made the difference between the older fes events and the most recent ones very apparent. Six events in, we’re now firmly on the side of “grand and polished”—perhaps to such an extent that we can’t ignore its sheer weight as the biggest VTuber company in the world.
When it starts up the engine, hololive has more momentum than anyone else, but it can be hard to change course. At the same time, having a diverse talent pool each with their own strengths means that even if the company as a whole can’t be as nimble, they can still create in-roads to other possibilities. I am fairly optimistic that they can find a decent balance between the two while thinking about the long-term wellbeing of both the company and the people working in it.
Next year will be Justice and FLOW GLOW’s turns to take the big stage, and I’m excited to see how they shine. I get the sense that both groups are going to excel in 3D performances.
It’s been a couple months since FLOW GLOW arrived on the VTuber scene. hololive’s rap-focused generation is fairly different from what has come before them, and I want to record my thoughts and feelings now that I’ve had more time to see what they’re about.
(Disclaimer: I don’t know music genres very well, so this might just be word salad).
On a micro level, all of FLOW GLOW feel ready as entertainers. Rindo Chihaya is my favorite of the bunch, between her gorgeous character design, her love of cars, trombone skills, and deeper singing voice. I also find Isaki Riona to be especially silly and entertaining. In one “mindfulness” stream (i.e. assisted meditation), she asked her viewers to emulate throwing a Kamehameha.
On a macro level, FLOW GLOW does something important for me: It helps clarify the direction of their newest branch, hololive DEV_IS.
Back when DEV_IS was first announced, it wasn’t obvious what exactly made it different. Don’t holo talents already make music? Weren’t INNK and Project Hope different attempts to focus on music that both ended up closing? Don’t the members of ReGLOSS (DEV_IS’s first generation) stream games and talk with chat all the same? But FLOW GLOW makes it much more obvious where the difference lies. One, the generations are seen even more as cohesive groups of performers. Two, they lean even more into the types of antics one might expect of “talents”—the minor celebrities who appear on variety shows in Japan. That first aspect is what piques my interest.
The fact that FLOW GLOW has a completely different sound compared to ReGLOSS says it all. Instead of trying to follow a reliable formula to the point of tedium, Cover Corp seems to be exploring different avenues with the notion that an increasingly diverse roster can reach different corners, and FLOW GLOW’s K-Pop + J-Eap approach contrasts with the smooth synth J-pop of ReGLOSS. While I’ll admit that I’m not a big fan of their debut song, “FG Roadster,” I’m glad they’re not just ReGLOSS 2.0. Also, their first cover song (of KICK THE CAN CREW’s “Marche”) reminds me a bit of A Tribe Called Quest, and gives me hope that they’re going to try different genres of rap.
It’s funny to think about that combo of K-Pop and J-Rap. Sure, rap is a staple part of K-Pop, but within the specific context of Hololive, each of those halves is represented by the members of TakaMori. Takanashi Kiara’s music is increasingly in the direction of K-pop—an intentional decision according to her. Calliope Mori is the first name in VTuber rapping, and while she’s moved on to different sounds that incorporate pop and rock as well, the influence she had on the business can still be felt. Would FLOW GLOW have gone in this direction if Myth hadn’t ascended back in 2020?
I do wonder if hololive will be able to reach a new audience through FLOW GLOW, and if that audience might even include people who are neither into anime or Japanese pop culture. I’m curious to find out where they’ll take us.
On Nov 29, 2024, hololive Japan VTuber Sakamata Chloe announced on her third anniversary that she would be ceasing her streaming activities with hololive at the end of January. As a Day 1 fan of her generation, holoX, I wanted to give her a proper send-off with a nice farewell post on this blog.
Then the next day came, and with it a second major bombshell: Ceres Fauna of hololive English’s Promise announced that she will be graduating from hololive at the beginning of January.
So as much as I would have preferred to write two separate pieces that shine the spotlight on each of them separately, these two departures feel so closely linked together that talking about one inevitably brings thoughts about the other. Consequently, I write this in the hopes that it can be both a celebration and a thinkpiece.
Looking at the Orca and Kirin
Sakamata Chloe and Ceres Fauna lore and approaches to VTubing are different.
Chloe is an orca, and has been the “cleaner and intern” of Secret Society holoX, an organization ostensibly aiming for world domination. Based on her initial design, she seemed the most serious and mysterious of holoX, only for her to debut in the silliest way possible.
She’s known for her amazing and versatile singing voice that can switch from cute to sultry, her cheeky banter, her aversion to bathing, and her lack of prudence when it comes to things like fanservice (which her fans obviously love).
Fauna is a kirin and the “Keeper of Nature” for a Council of primordial forces, before engaging more directly with humanity as part of hololive Promise. At first, she seemed like a nurturing “mother nature” type, but almost immediately revealed a mild, yet noticeable yandere undertone to her personality that eventually gave way to a cursed sense of humor.
She’s synonymous with ASMR aided by her incredibly soothing speaking voice, serious gamer attitude that pops up at unexpected moments, and an Extremely Online Millennial sensibility that makes her ramblings endlessly entertaining.
But despite their differences, the two have some things in common that make their decisions to leave almost parallel each other. Their respective generations both debuted in 2021, a little over three months apart. Although Chloe was the fastest in holoX to hit one million subscribers on Youtube and Fauna still hasn’t hit that milestone, both are known for having an impressively large and consistent viewership, with very few peaks and valleys. Both have a knack for “piloting” their virtual selves in ways that make them feel more natural too. Also, in my opinion, their character designs are among the most beautiful in hololive, and were the ones I initially gravitated towards prior to their debuts.
I bring up their similarities and differences not simply to compare the two, but to emphasize that both of them feel like consummate ideals of VTubers in their own ways, to the extent that their decisions to leave have been real shocks. Granted, one of hololive’s strengths is the way that each and every one of their talents feels like a pillar of the company in their own unique ways (be it through content, longevity, reach, support behind the scenes, etc.), which makes every exit feel like a big loss. In addition to having two back-to-back announcements, there’s also the issue that three years is both an eternity and a drop in the bucket in internet years. They’ve been around long enough to become part of viewer’s lives in significant ways, but then it feels like their careers were only just beginning.
Circumstances
Chloe mentioned having to deal with ongoing health issues, the workload, and wanting to go a different direction than the one hololive is taking. Fauna cited disagreement with management as her reason, and specifically stated that she liked singing and dancing for the crowd as if to kill the idea that she hated doing idol stuff. Almost inevitably, there’s been a lot of catastrophizing and speculation as to what exactly this all means, and in response, a number of other talents (like Bae, La+, and Shiori) have given their own thoughts, reassuring fans that they are relatively happy and comfortable with being in hololive currently.
My feeling is simply that there’s one priority above all else: making sure these people behind the VTubers can live in ways they don’t regret. They are the core and backbone of hololive, and to neglect them would damage everything, including but not limited to their bottom line. Whether that means allowing talents to leave on good terms or changing things within the company to keep them from burning out or damaging their health, everything in their power should be done to make sure hololive is not the end of their careers for the wrong reasons.
In this regard, I can’t help but also express concern over Kazama Iroha, who has had to go on hiatus because she’s completely lost her voice due to stress. A part of me worries that the increasing expectations for hololive members— regardless of whether those expectations might be from the company or externally from viewers—risk encouraging a form of ableism in VTubing, a field that has been great for people with disabilities and other health problems. The concerts are among my favorite parts of hololive, but I don’t want them to happen at the expense of the talents’ wellbeing. If safeguards are in place already, then great. If not, I hope they get some.
Cheering ’til the End
I come away from all this largely with fond memories of all the great times I’ve had watching both Chloe and Fauna. For Chloe, the first things that come to mind are all her 3D specials. There’s her getting pelted with fish during her 3D debut, her duet with May’n, and her performance of “Jouya Repaint” with all of holoX at 4th fes, among others. Chloe’s voice is one in a million, and I hope she keeps it safe for her own sake.
For Fauna, the personal highlights are a bit more varied. Of course there’s all the excellent ASMR, but her April Fools 2009-era Minecraft stream (complete with crunchy audio/video quality, awkward mannerisms, and up-angled webcam) is an all-time great. I also can’t say enough about her performance with Shiori and Nerissa at Breaking Dimensions, as well as how Fauna’s “Stay with Me” showed just how much training she’s put into singing.
Something else Chloe and Fauna have in common is that their respective lore each allows for goodbyes that create interesting stories. Chloe could move on from her holoX internship to a bigger “job” elsewhere. Fauna has implied that she’s actually an usurper of the true Keeper of Nature (her mascot character Nemu), and maybe Nemu could take back her rightful place.
I hope that wherever they land, it’s someplace they can thrive and do what they want at a pace comfortable for them.
To say I’m disappointed in the direction the world is going is an understatement. But this is the position we find ourselves in, and I hope that we can fight for and support marginalized communities who risk having their human dignity (if not their lives) taken away. I vacillate between hope and despair, but I want to believe that I and others can both endure what’s to come and take action to make things better where we can.
I sometimes wonder if I should be more out front, if only to counter the caustic image of anime fans that has entrenched itself on social media. There are a lot of willfully ignorant people out there who want to present anime and manga (and by extension Japan) as this purely conservative (if not outright fascistic) wonderland, and I just hate the fact that “anime profile image” has become synonymous with “rank asshole.” Maybe it’s too little, too late, but still.
As a reminder, if you’re supporting me on Patreon, you’ll save by not subscribing on iOS. The fees are not small, and I hope you don’t get cheated out of your money.
The one-two lunch of Sakamata Chloe and Ceres Fauna leaving hololive brings a lot of thoughts to mind. I want to write about them both, but I’m not sure exactly what I want to say, or how to say it.
This past month was a real rollercoaster, not least of which was due to hololive talent Amelia Watson announcing that she will be stepping back from actively being a part of the company, and then following that with a marathon of streams. The 4th anniversary of Myth and the 3D debut of ReGLOSS were eventful enough, and now we had this. I even drew on my tablet for the first time in years. If I thought my brain was pretty filled with VTubers last month…
Amid my turbulent emotions, a new anime season is here! The amount of interesting-looking shows is actually overwhelming: Mecha-Ude, Trillion Game, A Terrified Teacher at Ghoul School!, Thunderbolt Fantasy Season 4, Love Live! Superstar!! Season 3, etc. On and on and on. I’m worried I won’t have time for it all.
And I’m still trying to watch through some old anime, like Blue Comet SPT Layzner.
I hope my supporters on Patreon are okay with how I’m doing. Thank you as always.
A few days ago, I felt an urge to write an essay dedicated to Amelia Watson. It’s something I’ve been doing for all my favorite VTubers over the past few years—using my humble platform to celebrate these talented individuals that I’ve grown to adore. However, between Breaking Dimensions, Anime NYC, a whole host of big hololive happenings in September, and me just being busy in general, I had decided to wait.
I mistakenly thought I could take my sweet time penning a post dedicated to an active, ongoing career.
Today, Amelia (Ame to fans) has announced that she will be concluding her streaming, participation in events, and periodic merchandise. While something akin to a graduation (i.e. an idol/VTuber leaving a company on relatively good terms), it is not actually one. In fact, Ame herself has mentioned in a Youtube comment that she might still show up on occasion, though this does not count as a transition to staff.
So here we are.
The Story of Myth
Let’s rewind to September of 2020, at the height of the COVID-19 pandemic and with many people around the world staying at home to prevent the spread of the virus. It was in this environment that the Japanese VTuber agency hololive announced their first English generation: Myth. At a time when so many were cooped up at home and in need of some joy, when the ability to even see other human beings in person came at a real risk to one’s life, Myth breathed life into people. The success they found might very well be forever unmatched.
Four of that first EN generation were shown to carry ancient and supernatural motifs—Calliope Mori the grim reaper, Takanashi Kiara the phoenix, Ninomae Ina’nis the eldritch priestess, and Gawr Gura the Atlantean shark. The fifth was Amelia Watson, a “mere” human detective investigating the others. Not only did she stand out as unusual in terms of her theming, but she was the last to officially debut. And from the very beginning, it was clear that she was bringing something unorthodox. Whether it was starting off with a tongue-in-cheek joke about actually being British but needing to put on a “fake” accent, or her inducing “hallucinations” in the audience through an injection of her “Watson Concoction,” Ame’s wit and imagination were on display.
The AmeWay
Ame didn’t reveal her entire character concept at debut: She’s not just a detective but also a time traveler. In the severe extenuating circumstances of a global pandemic, she began to express this facet by playing around with 3D models, VRChat, and other interesting software and technology. As fan works of Ame poured in, she commissioned artists to make variations of her: a chibi (that went on to become a mascot of hololive called “Smol Ame”), a bee, a mountain of muscles, and even recently a hand puppet.
Ame is often referred to as “creative,” and while that’s certainly true, a more detailed description would be that she pushes the boundaries of what is possible in any space she’s in through a combination of out-of-the-box thinking and sheer stubbornness. Sometimes it’s in her approach to video games. Just yesterday, she started playing on hololive’s Grand Theft Auto Online server, where she successfully got past a fence on her unicycle by riding downhill to build up momentum and crash through. During Part 1 of the hololive Minecraft roleplaying event “Enigmatic Recollection,” she could be seen trying to glitch the block mechanics to create shortcuts for herself, while also being one half of the wild “Jyonathan and Gonathan” romance story with Gigi Murin that captivated fans. Other times, it’s through her exploration of the technical aspects of VTubing. Fans call this the “AmeWay,” and it speaks to the notion that if two paths diverged in the woods, Ame would cut her way through the trees in the middle.
During that dark period when Japan was locked down and travel into the country was impossible, Ame found a way to give her and the other Myth girls their own “3D event” of sorts through VRChat, and by giving everyone a “Smol” model of their own to pilot.
Even later down the line, as the world opened up, Ame continued to push the envelope. For Myth’s 2nd anniversary, Ame set up a special 360 degree view where fans could move their phones around to explore the 3D space with her and the other girls.
One of Ame’s strengths is her interest in technology—even building her own 3D studio at home—and she provided a lot of behind-the-scenes support for her fellow talents, both peers and later generations alike. It wasn’t uncommon to hear other EN members mention her giving them computer tips or advice on what equipment to buy, or to catch a glimpse of her acting as the cameraperson in VRChat streams. Even when she wasn’t on screen, her presence could be felt.
The Road to Idol Ame
If there was one thing I really missed while staying at home during the pandemic, it was the ability to go out for karaoke. So when I started seeing that VTubers do their own karaoke sessions, I would tune in. I don’t know if Ame’s was the first, but it’s one that sticks out in my memory in a big way.
In that first karaoke stream, one thing was apparent: In a VTuber generation filled with musically inclined peers, Ame was by far the weakest singer. Constantly off-key and unable to keep the rhythm, Ame could not carry a tune at all.
It was beautiful.
For those who don’t karaoke, one thing that might be hard to understand is that singing ability doesn’t matter all that much—at least around good people. It’s about finding songs that you enjoy, giving it your best shot even if you sound like ass (speaking from personal experience here), and just having a good time with others. And if someone’s got pipes, that’s cool too—karaoke isn’t about hating. What Ame brought to that singing stream, and all subsequent ones, was that “karaoke with friends” energy. And in 2020, that energy was all the more powerful.
That spirit alone would have been enough to make me a fan, but then she hit me personally deep in my soul by singing Sixpence None the Richer’s “Kiss Me,” a favorite song from my childhood. The fact that it would become one of her go-to songs over the past four years is something I’m grateful for. And if that’s where Ame’s musical performance journey ended, I would have been satisfied. But that’s not the whole story.
Ame kept singing over the months and years, and bit by bit, something happened. She started hitting those notes a little more cleanly. Her voice wouldn’t squeak as much. She was actually improving! And while Ame had set up a bleeding-ear emote as a self-deprecating joke, fans eventually stopped using it entirely.
In the time since that first karaoke session, so much has happened. Ame got to appear on the big stage with her official 3D model at 3rd fes, putting on a memorable cover of the cute and bizarre “Puru Puru Pururin” from Welcome to the NHK! She released her own original song, “Chiku Taku” (accompanied by a video game based on it), and then performed it at two separate live events, including the first EN concert. The latter was even a ska rendition that reflected her own musical tastes, which she accompanied by skanking on stage. She had her official 3D showcase, where she got to show off her detective’s office, do cartwheels, and collaborate in person with Japanese hololive members like Haachama and Yozora Mel. At 5th fes, Ame upped her choreography game too.
Just recently, her “IDOL” duet with Gura was one of the absolute highlights of last month’s Breaking Dimensions concert. And in their recent 4th anniversary online concert, she was able to keep up well with the other strong singers of her generation and help make “The Show Goes On” the best Myth group song ever. Each step of the way was evidence of her improvements as a performer, and while she never embraced the shining lights, that’s also why she embodied the “idol journey” so thoroughly.
The Hiccup
I want to just mention this brief thing that has little to do with achievements and interests, but is inextricable from Ame’s story. There are a lot of unique things about her, but perhaps none are more iconic than her chronic hiccups that can often be heard on her streams. It’s not clear if it’s a hiccup exactly or something else, but whatever it actually is, the result is something that is identifiably Ame. What’s more, unlike a particular way of talking or laughing, it pretty much can’t be replicated. Even in this simple way, there will never be another Amelia Watson.
The Closing of a Chapter
While hololive isn’t a piece of fiction in the traditional sense, Amelia Watson is often positioned in fan works and headcanons as the “protagonist” of Myth and possibly hololive EN as a whole. A lot of it has to do with her motif as a completely human detective (albeit one unbound by time), but I think it’s also because she also comes across as very human in a different sense. She’s not anywhere near the best singer or dancer, she doesn’t have that non-stop gift of gab that others might, and while she’s definitely one of the strongest gamers, it’s not her main focus either. But Ame has ingenuity, and in a way, she’s sort of like the Batman of hololive.
I have a tendency to like creators, VTuber or otherwise, who experiment and expand the range of what is considered “possible.” That’s where Ame has thrived and why I became so fond of her, and countless others feel the same way. It’s hard to overstate just how much of an influence her tinkering and her ideas have had on the VTubing scene, especially in the English sphere. There has been a constant outpouring of love from other VTubers, many of whom are citing her as a real inspiration—especially for those who wanted to do something different than the established norm.
Personally, the timing of Ame’s announcement is kind of funny. Until literally last month, I didn’t own that much of her merch. Now, as she begins her retreat from the spotlight, I find myself coincidentally with more than I ever expected: a desk mat, figures, keychains, and so on. I even just uploaded a video of her to my Youtube—one of only two VTuber clips on my entire channel.
One thing I haven’t done is try to draw her. After all, I had assumed there was plenty of time to get around it. Maybe I need to change that.
In a way, we Teamates and Investigators are very lucky. Not only did we get four years of one of the best to ever do it, but the fact that this isn’t a full-on graduation means there will likely be opportunities to reunite with her in this familiar form. And no matter what, the thing that really matters is that the person behind the virtual avatar can find happiness in whatever form it takes.
(And there’s always the off chance we might see her without her coat in 3D.)
OGIUE MANIAX 